blood-stained keys,
chipped and cracked,
reincarnated songs
of the same body and mind,
what i would give to not sing but speak,
so i could implore you, please,
for just one new melody.
dear lord,
one day i would like to meet you,
and when that day comes,
maybe i will see the light.
but right now I'd sooner feel rain on my face and believe it,
than have conviction of an unseen Spirit.
so do what you do, that's your job,
but don't expect me to understand,
that,
would be asking too much.
if each empty promise you swore to me
were a pane of glass,
those words you speak are mute
to my ears,
and the louder you shout, and stamp your feet
you push me further still,
'till all i see will be a reflection of me,
when the sun rises again.
blood-stained keys,
chipped and cracked,
reincarnated songs
of the same body and mind,
what i would give to not sing but speak,
so i could implore you, please,
for just one new melody.
dear lord,
one day i would like to meet you,
and when that day comes,
maybe i will see the light.
but right now I'd sooner feel rain on my face and believe it,
than have conviction of an unseen Spirit.
so do what you do, that's your job,
but don't expect me to understand,
that,
would be asking too much.
if each empty promise you swore to me
were a pane of glass,
those words you speak are mute
to my ears,
and the louder you shout, and stamp your feet
you push me further still,
'till all i see will be a reflection of me,
when the sun rises again.
Your excuses whistle through
the tattered remnants of
what we were, no longer
able to bind the fragments,
plug the holes through
which the cold winds
now blow.
Like old cans
stripped of their labels,
naked tins of tomato soup
and cream corn,
their purpose lost
in anonymity,
I find myself
invisible.
Opened and emptied,
I roll through dark days
like blind alleys,
kicked by
tattered feet
wishing for shoes.
She has never been a daughter, or a sister,
and she will never be a girlfriend or a mother.
She does not have a birth certificate,
Or a driver's license, or an adress,
And you will never see her, touch her,
Hear her voice or her laughter.
She is not tangible, or visible,
Objective, or material.
But she is not a fiction, or a fabrication,
A lie, an illusion, or a mirage.
She is not a wish or an aspiration,
A desire or a dream.
She is not a role, or a character,
A model or a construct, an ideal, or a cliche',
A conception, a convention, a projection,
An expression, a notion, a fashion, or a whim.
She is not a condition, or a d
I do not blame God for the
evil that befalls me.
I blame Him that
evil exists at all.
Preacher says that life
is a testing ground to
determine my eternal
destination, but if I
indeed have a soul, the
breath of God, within me,
my forever should already
be secure.
Preacher says that God
does not tempt His children
to evil; of course He does.
In allowing His servant Lucifer,
a lesser power whom He could
easily crush, free reign,
rein and whip over the world,
He tempts us all.
Preacher says we all serve
one of two masters, God or Satan,
but there's only one master,
is there not? For all of his
power and disobedience,
Youre a conundrum to me
a mystery I need to solve,
a maze I yearn to unwind
a labyrinth I long to navigate
a knot I lust to untangle
a skein I ache to unravel
and lay smooth.
to check out my other amateur hobby, check out my video.
it's been a long road to find what i enjoy creating, i listen to all sounds as music, and in the past have done quite a lot of musique concrete stuff....but i find this kind of music is the most enjoyable for me to create, i've still got so much to learn about production, it's like a science.
here it is:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2PQVkKHzqjw